A feeling.

Have you ever just had a feeling. Where you just know that somethings not right. Thats how I feel about my body right now. I know somethings not right, I can feel it. I have had shingles within the last month and I can feel them coming back. I am in pain but on the other side, and I'm sure its only a matter of days before the rash comes back. I am TIRED!!!! I'm going to bed at an early time and I can say that I am getting at least 8 hours of sleep a night. There are days where its all I can do to stay awake in school. I come home everyday afterschool and I crash. I get raging headaches.

I don't know. I just don't feel okay. Because I live in a small town with no doctor I have to take time off to go. I have sick days, but I can't afford to drive to the city. I know thats a sad excuse, but its true. At the present moment I can't.

Anyways I know this post was probably a big bore, but I need to document it for myself.