Really....... Love??

Its crazy this heart of mine. One second I'm incredibly content being single. I'm planning for the future. I have my name on the adoption list and am starting down that road. And then I meet someone that I think is really neat.

I have been completly thrown for a loop. I have planned my life without anyone. I really am happy as a single woman. I'm not saying that this new boy and I will ever have anything. I'm just always surprised when I actually meet someone. I'm surprised when I realize that maybe I'd want to get to know them better.

I mean I dated lots in university, probably more then I needed too. But there was only one boy out of many that ever made me think that it could go the distance. Sadly it didn't work out and I got on with my life. I learned to rely on God and realized that in my singleness I could do many things that I couldn't do married.

This is just a big ball of randomness but it needed to come out and I thought I'd just write it out. What are your thoughts.... are you content single or are you currently looking for love, or are you always looking for love??